Marriage

Marriage... it's an absolutely different experience for me.  I have gone through life only having to worry about myself.  All my decisions were for my own benefit. Everything was me me me.  Now I am married, and I have learned... I am a pain in the ass.  I can argue, and very well I might add, about the most mundane topics.  I remember having an argument about what shampoo to buy.

Siri has always been the kind one.  The one that puts everybody first.

Me?  Take take take.

Being married to Siri is amazing. There are so many great moments and emotions that I have never experienced.  She supports me in ways that I have never thought someone would.  She accepts me for who I am, when even I don't completely accept me for who I am.  

We are completely different.  We look at everything from opposite perspectives. We are from opposite sides of the world.  Learning to put someone other than myself first is difficult, but she deserves to be put first.  I honestly believe that I don't deserve someone as great as her.  Tonight, I have made the commitment to always put her happiness before my own, always support her and be there for her. It is different. It is new to me. A man doesn't change overnight... but I love this woman sooo much. She is my life.

When I started writing Siripun.net I never imagined this type of life, this type of love, was even possible. I thank my mother and Siri's brother for putting me straight. I truly have a great family... on both sides of the world.

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